Heart Breaking.

Feelings I had this few days are really mixed up. I dont know why. Sometimes maybe we shouldn't get too close. Its a kind of way avoid extra things to happen. I saw something I shouldn't see. Something that is involving me. I know its wrong looking at it but if I dont look at it I wont know it forever. Mr.J, you once told me you dont like people saying stuffs involving you at your back. I also have that feeling. After I look at it, I am really sad but what can I do. Maybe its right knowing too much isn't good.

+1, if you ask me what happened today, I can tell you this.

Yes, I admit I dislike you all buying things for him. He is my enemy. What can I do? Say thank you for him? That isn't the most sad thing. 3 of you team up together to quarrel with me? Thats the most hurting and disappointing part. Of all I did for you all, you treat me back like this? I am truly speechless and heart broken. I have nothing else to say and nothing else to do. Sorry if I created anything unease to my daughter. I have no heart in asking you to go away. I hope you will understand.

Sometimes you all say why should I always post it on my facebook status.

I can tell you, I have no one to tell and express my feeling. The only way is by posting my status.

Every WORD, every SENTENCE and every MEANING of it is true.